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Saturday, October 17, 2009 @ 3:14 PM feeling like an idiot since thursday, checking my email more than i should. waiting, waiting and waiting for something that will never be. i'd rather just get it over quickly than sitting around like a waiting duck. this obviously shows that i'm not that important. and it kind of hurts. no. it hurts a lot. maybe i am thinking too much. because it's not like all these emotions happened a week ago, but it's been going on for so long that i don't know if i still have the strength to hold on. i'm sick of this mind game.. it makes me so sad everytime i think about it.. so darn sad... not that i'm blaming you because i never told you anything. and it's not your fault. it's just me one siding the whole time. the whole damn time i feel so ashamed. ashamed of being such a creep. |